Guess what ....
"Side note : Mysterious skin was a great movie by the way LOL "
Anyway as usual .. i didn't get it ....
Fed up with all this shit
i ask the hr why ?
Coz there were 9 people , i was the only one who didn't get the job :(
He ask me if i want the honest truth
and i said yes....
he said ....that i lack "maturity"
and that i wasn't confident enough ...
( i was applying for a tour guide at abs cbn LOL )
and that i was soft spoken and rather well yeah....
I seriously look like this while talking to him
And even though i hate him for hating my jacket ...
it was a long story
i guess he's right
Truthfully my honest problem is ...
i can't find the balance
of how to act an adult and kid at the same time
of how to act funny yet respectable
and how to distinguish what is real and what is fake.
and i always kinda blame things (not purposely)
ok maybe sometimes purposely
when in the end ...i really need to blame myself .
I honestly don't know what to do ...
I know i am very dramatic for this so forgive me lol
but i guess there's nothing left here but to keep moving forward.
I'm gonna leave this post with something i find today ...
EDIT : I stole it from, this site lol
hopefully i finally grow the fuck up before i really hit my rock bottom.