Saturday, November 24, 2012


They say that we are all
this world....this universe....
call it destiny...
or call it the biggest puzzle that who knows when will be solved.

I go on with life finding myself 
coz i don't believe no one just suddenly pop out of there mom's womb
and the doctor yell ... "It's Complete....the human is Complete" 

We grow up ...getting more and more questions ...
curiosity strikes ...and our eagerness to find all the answers get higher everyday
while some rely on things based on books and teachings of there adequate surrounding
on another hand ...they look on life with all the experience they gotten ,
since no one can mentor oneself than there own failure and accomplishment.

But now as i pass through all these noted motions
and life gets older 
time gets younger 
fads gets faster ....

It got me wondering where to look at 
and where am i headed 
and where can i find the last piece 
of my own puzzle.

have you find yours ? 

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

In future ...there is hope, (True Story)

When i was in high-school ...i lost my phone 
it was near in my home ...just blocks from it actually was in pandacan
i was just going to my friend and when i got there i realized i lost it 
knowing that pandacan was a small place ...and basically everyone here knows everyone
i was sure someone from my own home town will give it to me ...
But unfortunately my phone was lost forever ...good riddance i guess , 

A few days ago ...I lost my phone ...again.
This time i was going to shakey's with my cousin ...
instead of panicking and worrying about the last times ( i already lost my phone twice) 
I just move on and let go ...even though i know i can't afford to buy one ,
I just say least i have a valid reason so my boss can't contact me
maybe they'll finally give me the increase i wanted.

A day or two later ...someone contacted my cousin ....
they say they got the phone from the taxi , 
it was almost as if a mixed feeling of "huh" and "what" from me ...
It's like the feeling of you finally move on and let go 
and the past came back to haunt you

Even though it was a pleasant surprise ,
i was still scratching my head of the possibility of it all ,
At this time of age ...will someone out there give an effort to give a phone back ?
"hoholdapin ka lang nyan " one of my officemate said ...
"kung buti nakaiphone ako , samsung corby lang phone ko, anu makukuha nila sa akin?"
i logically said back to her...

So there i went ...Sm San Lazaro i even was late ....stupid traffic 
and what i saw really shock me 
it was a white lady ...smiling a plain short and t-shirt get up, maybe in her 30's
i really thought in my head it was some old rich lady who will scold me about 
how i should take care of my phone and how i should be grateful she found it ,
But it wasn't ...then i realized something 

The look on her eyes says it all ...she just want to bring the phone back
and there was no other intention or agenda's 
the only point there was ...was her kindness ...
she just didn't show me the odds of how many people will actually give your phone back
she showed me that our future is determined by the act of what we are doing today,
I mean how many phone can i have in the future ...? 10 , 20 , 30 ? 
But how many people are out there ...who's just like her...will do such kindness 

I mean i'm not even willing to say im that good of a person 
if i found a phone on the taxi ...ill probably leave it there and go on with my life
it's not that i don't wanna help 
it's just ...human instinct ...we rather go on and wash our hand 
than put our own fingerprint and be responsible to things that doesn't concern us.

But knowing of what just happen ,
it basically changes my life ...she just didn't give me my phone back 
she gave me a reason to say that we can change the future 
if we're willing to put our effort and even our heart in it ...

So to Ms Ina Salvilla of Tondo Manila ...Thank you ,
I really wish we could have chatted more but it was late 
I really wish i would have given you a better cake 
but from the bottom of everything inside of me ...I will forever owe and appreciate ^_^ 

You know what's ironic though ?
she gave me back something i lost 
and then i go to facebook and steal her picture
"Tao nga naman ..." hahaha

Friday, November 9, 2012

A Piece of Heaven

You can really have everything in this world ...
You can earn things with money can buy night...two night ... trophy wife ?
You can have fame...15 hour...
Fame is not a matter of if you can actually have it or not
it's a matter of how long can you keep it once you have it ...

So what are mortals problem ...Since we really know we can have everything in this world.
We yearn to things that aren't in this world ...
Why do we throw billions of money for space project
when we can just leave it at that ...
So what if there are aliens out there ...Would we finally Stop there ?
Of course not ...Humanity as we knows it will probably try to distinguish it
in a way to make life as more as it's complicated as it should be.

But what humans yearn probably a piece of heaven ...
Since we all know we can go to space ...there is only one place we can't go
And so people try to find a way to conjure any realization that once they died
they had an assurance of waking up there...sipping tea with the saints and the angels.

Yet when all things are said and done ...And mortality strives the imperfections of our souls
No Book...
No Testament...
No Group or Affiliation you belong to can secure you ...

It's just you and him ....
And what you have done
what you should have done
and are you willing to fight for everything you believe in 
or trade everything away just to have a piece of heaven ? 

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Things i do on Halloween ...Give Candies to Kiddies

Last October 30th was the annual trick or treat 
of the kiddies of Baranggay Baretto Pandacan Manila ,
I maybe a frozen hearted kitty cat monster
But when it comes to this stuff ...I always do my part to help,
I always thought if we can just save the next generation ...
then there's hope for humanity...

Coz ya'll know where doomed ....Except Antartica though 

Someday imma buy an igloo there ...
and watch the destruction of earth 
inside my own igloo

"Those dumb bitches and there mansion in malibu"

So here are some kids who went on our house 
and give some old trick or treat spirit 

Let's open this post with this cute lady bug ,
I do prefer some red heels for the kiddo
Ballet school shoes are so generic nowadays

The middle one is my cousin 
The other two are her bestfriends
Don't worry they are just assisting the kids
No Candies for them 

This is my other cousin Kim dress as Princess fiona from Shrek 
She was Bum she didn't win ...
I told her that she can't win coz our family is the one organizing the whole thing
Even when i was a kid i still didn't win 
I would show you guys my old trick or treat photos but 
Hahahahaha ....Asa lang kayo 

The Two Drag queens are the judges
On the other side the one sipping is My ninang kagawad Heidi Santos
I really admire my ninang ...she always do her best 
For our Baranggay ...
I guess Awesomeness Runs in our Blood 

Great Shoes Girl ...

This girl may have won the best costume
for her recycled gown made from newspaper
But you know that male darna is serving up some 
major fierceness back there

"Ang tagal pala nito sana nagpamanicure muna ko"

"Taba ni Wolverine nouh"

"May shift pa ko mamaya sa aegis"

Don't mind Buzz Light year 
He's Just finding the "Special Effects Button" 

Gaara's Costume
Lady Gaga's Eyeliner

The New Ipod Throwing some tantrums
Nothing bought in divisoria ever works

Male Darna Serving Some Major Fiercess 
Round 2 

Male Darna All Grown Up!

Unidentified Fish Outside 

Boy in A cat Jumpsuit
I have nothing to do with that mess
i'm innocent i tell yah

Evil Queen ...fake mirror each sold seperately

That girl Also won best costume i think ...
Which was far fetch since obviously they just bought that 
Do you want to know my opinion of who should have won best costume?
More importantly

ALL TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Thursday, November 1, 2012

Halloween Costume Wars : Cats V.S Humans

Teddy Bear Costume

Sheep Costume

Superman Costume 

Scuba Diver Costume

Lion Costume 


Nakasimangot pa kami nyan ah ...